Saturday, February 6, 2021

Round 10

For those of you who don’t know.... 10 rounds is a lot of chemo. 

Two more left.

I approach it with both anticipation and anxiety. Trying to learn to take it day by day. 
Recurrence is a real thing. Scanxiety is a real thing. Learning to live as a survivor is another hurdle to climb.... not make any easier by my Enneagram 6 personality.

Things I’m doing to prepare myself:

Setting up counseling again 
Getting a tattoo to mark this journey
Light exercise 
Lectio Divina and Quiet Time
Reaching out to others survivors 
Not googling worst case scenarios 
Planning a celebration dinner with my family
Going to Disneyland as soon as it’s available 
Giving myself time and space to recover and not pushing myself 
Continue taking meds for anxiety


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